Its been six months since I hit this relationship, yeah its sudden, it wasn't expected from all my friends, and trust me, even myself. Yes I had some issues with myself and how I can't get over my ex boyfriend or  sort. All those have been solved, and those unsettled feeling have been gotten rid off.. This necklace, you gave me for a very belated birthday (cause we only got together after my 18th birthday) I'm wearing it for half a year now. Trust me, till now I still think its quite gay hanging our faces on me, everywhere I go. People tend to stare at it, its just weird. 

I always try to remind myself to not get so attached so quickly, must keep that distance, and to gain my trust? Its really gonna take a long while for me to tell you everything, every pain I feel. I don't reveal myself immediately, I can't accept how fake people can be, how stupid I'll be if I ever allow anyone to fool me just because I hand them my trust too early. I can't stand hypocrites, I will stop trusting them, and even distance myself from them. I guess its just nature? So to some who don't know me, I'm prolly anti-social, very fierce to them. But no, if not why would I have so so so many good friends, best friends? 

I'm really thankful that you are changing your ways, and still constantly showering me with love, fetching me from work even though I've been working at Taka now, you still come all the way just to send me home. I'm really thankful, loved and appreciate it so much. You helped me so much when I don't have enough to survive my days, and pay for my every meal. I know its a very bad habit for you to always pay for me, but you don't allow me to pay my own. What to do? 

Thank you, rowy <3 

When you have a best friend and whether she'll stay through for your whole good and bad times, time will tell. 

Rae Chia Rui Yi, yay my best friend since Primary 5 I would say, we always hang out in 4/5/6, together with Ninnart, Angie, Tamara or Pei Yi, depending on whose free to walk over to mobil, but its normally Nin, Rae, Angie, Tam and I whom will walk over and play with the hill. After Graduation we kinda parted our own ways. Glad that Rae's in GYSS, okay luckily that I've transferred too. If not we might not be as close as we were? No I don't dare to think any way. Sadly now Nin, Rae and I are closer and I'd say our relationship with Nin is still qutie good though she left Singapore for so many years to Canada. 

I am very thankful to have Rae as my best, really though sometimes she hardly speak up but when you ask, she'll tell you. She cares about me like a boyfriend, ignore me like a mother, and I don't know what to describe her cause she might scold me after reading this. Hahahha need a chill company? Yeah you can always ask her, she's always ready for Starbucks. Her recent post saying that she like to stay home kind, she must be lucky to have me who don't mind staying in too. 

Ah I can go on and on about her awesome-ness, she have flaws of course that's why we didn't become best friend at first, trust me we were enemies when we were Primary One. Now it triggers a lot of memory how we couldn't communicate back then. I hated her like I hate J (you'll know who) Noooo actually I was just a kid so the maximum I go was "I don't like you and won't friend you" I don't even know what's hate back then. 

Wanna look for someone to design? She have the talent, she's always there to design some random stuff, she really get motivated on what designs bring her to. Does that even make sense? Anyway she is just really that motivated when it comes to design that she enjoys. Man 9 years of best friend, yeah its definitely gonna come more, sorry for always worrying you babe. 

Here's many many hearts for you!!!!!

Spent a night with the cutest boy with a simple dinner @ the coffee shop at my house downstairs and headed over to Starbucks to watch One Piece. Hehe this camera shy boy, whom doesn't enjoy taking picture!!